

LowBottle's gone but I need for just a little more. The TV's on but I can't see to know what's playing. I stumble forth in search of some more liquid peace of mind. I dont want to feel anymore, I just want to sleep theLow
deep empty sleep of the inebriated. But it's one too many and it sends both my head and my stomach reeling. I come back to the couch like a plane that's spinning in. I stare blankly at the glow from the TV as each wave of sweet sickness hits me. And I pass out in the very place where you died.


ScrapThis is not the life I envisioned. Burned out before 30 with no hope and no future. With so little accomplished and so much left unfulfilled. I'm just another victim of circumstance it seems. Life's rich tapestry has robbed me of my dreams.Scrap
Sold my soul for a ship that never sailed. Lost my grip when the hero lost the fight. Now there is little left of the man that you once knew. I am a twisted wreck, wrapped around a telephone pole. So don't try and tell me I haven't changed at all.


EarthboundA dance behind glazed eyes. Mouth twisted into a sinner's smile as I indulge in the forbidden fruits of fantasy. You are just so beautiful the way you soar into the sky with graceful independance. And I can only stand and stare, I have no wings and areEarthbound
forever bound to this earth.
Oh, how I want so bad just to tear off your wings. Watch you wither and die down here in the dirt where I live and thrive. You can soar above the rooftops but I can survive down
here amoungst the rubble and waste. As much as I admire you I want nothing more than to send
you plumm


I Feel I'm SlippingI Feel I'm SlippingI Feel I'm Slipping
I believe myself no longer sane, I feel my lifeblood slowly dripping, Out of me it does pour;
And in its loss, I feel I'm slipping, Out of mind, and onto floor, Enamored and inane;
My mind is set, my strength to wane, Reaching up, the claws are ripping, Insides out, my heart they tore.


Snowfall MurderSnowfall MurderSnowfall Murder
Here you sleep, upon your deathbed, Alone, decrepit, so much unsaid, Whether the truth or merely a lie, There you'll wait, until you die.
"Tell me a story." He used to say, Until story nor breath could come your way, Out in the winter, tears frozen, you cried, And there in the snowfall, he had died.
All hope within you had fled, Leaving you old, alone; all but dead, He was your reason, your will to live, Broken, unspoken, he left you as full as a sieve.
Years after, now lost in a haze, An indiscernible daze, He


Dreaming of DemonsDreaming of DemonsDreaming of Demons
A day of dreaming, long gone hope, Shattered on a distant shore, But still I'm pining and always smiling, At the nothings, nothing at all or anymore. For each and every little thing, forever more.
On the Lake's edge I do see, The umbras born on water's form. Rings like halos, on grinning demons adorn. The distant shine, atop demons so forlorn. Myself a demon, of claw, teeth and horn.
The gentle waves, my soul is flooding, The water pours, and all is dripping, Lost in blood, I feel I'm slipping, My spite and malice,


PyrodopteraPyrodopteraPyrodoptera
Cinder-colored butterfly, Dancing among the boughs, Catching flame to anything, Flying through death throes.
Cinder-colored butterfly, Winging through this haze, Lands upon a lily, Setting it ablaze.
Cinder-colored butterfly, So brilliant and quite brash, But when come the rains, All that remains is nothing more than ash.
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I'd rather laugh with the sinners than cry with the saints
The sinners are much more fun!
Haha, I R Teh King.
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